The cool thing is that even if almost all sex and all kink is kind of gathering dust on a shelf right now, and studies and job and kid is all we have time for, I'm still Hers. I find that amazing. I think I was so afraid of losing the kink because I thouth it meant losing Her. But She's still here. And I'm still here. And we're still here. And more importantly, I'm still Her property.
That's a really great feeling. I think I need that in my life. I wouldn't be whole without it. I think my fears are diminishing and my faith is growing.
And by now, experience tells me that when we are rested, and everyone is healthy, and we're not totally stressed out then as soon as we have a few moments together, we fuck like rabbits. So it's ok. I can wait.
And yeah - having the flu right now might way in on this perspective to. Fever is so not sexy.
Dec 1, 2011
Apr 3, 2011
Short and effective
Lately, my Owner has favoured short, intense scenes, or maybe more like episodes. When we have a moment, and she wants to, she spanks me a little, or maybe use the whip or the rattan or some implement she has handy. Just like that. Just because she can and she feels like it. And I try to take it like a good girl, and lie as still as I can, and offer myself to her. Usually there's not much warm up, not much cuddling - just the strokes, and her hand on me while she hits me.
And that's it. Then she's done, and I get up and make a curtsy and thank her, and she tells me I was a good girl and tells me what we are to do next - go wake the baby up, or maybe make some coffe. I feel all floaty, and a little disturbed, and a little tender in places, and quite a lot turned on, and do as she says.
I love it.
(I might love it even more if she fucked me, too. But maybe not. I love the simpleness of it. And I love that she's the one doing it.)
(I love her, it's as simple as that.)
And that's it. Then she's done, and I get up and make a curtsy and thank her, and she tells me I was a good girl and tells me what we are to do next - go wake the baby up, or maybe make some coffe. I feel all floaty, and a little disturbed, and a little tender in places, and quite a lot turned on, and do as she says.
I love it.
(I might love it even more if she fucked me, too. But maybe not. I love the simpleness of it. And I love that she's the one doing it.)
(I love her, it's as simple as that.)
Mar 26, 2011
Love
She made love to me today, and it was wonderful. Her skin is so lovely, her whole body is lovely. It makes me happy beyond words to be taken by her, to belong to her. We came together, and I loved that. And I loved the intimacy, the slowness, the tenderness. When we are together like that, I just want to stay close to her and never, ever let go.
I'm hers. Forever. And that's the best thing in my life. I'm so blessed.
I'm hers. Forever. And that's the best thing in my life. I'm so blessed.
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